Phoenix.......

hmmm...
to much to write and nothing i can think of right now.....

strange things i felt in last week....

- orkut is an addiction..... don't know how many times i visit my page in a day.... just to see if there is any message from her....keeps on refreshing..... i hate to see the same number of scraps... and i feel strange kind of joy when i see an extra scrap.... and it usually turn into more sadness when i see its from someone else.....

- how can someone shows a pic of a girl and ask, "So what do you think?"...i mean what can i think.... its not a shop where you see something you like and you buy it.... i m wondering how many times my pic being discarded by the gals... :( :)

- it takes a small comment to turn my mood from supreme ecstasy to supreme .... i m still searching the right word for deep saddning feeling with lots of frustration.......

- i feel jealous..... lot of times.....

- classical singing is soul soothing.....


currently worshiping : kristina kreuk
currently listening : aahista......aahista......
current state of mind : calm